Your pic was open at my laptop screen... umm ...just like that...in fact , missing you (well ..To me he is my life..my sunshine..my everything..I feel that calling him "boyfriend" is an understatement..hence I never called him so). Suddenly reflection of sunlight made me realize that my screen is dirty..reflexively my hands started cleaning it...while cleaning it, I realized instead of cleaning screen my hands was moving on his face...........and I see that I am having tears in my eyes, I was crying.......it was such a mixed feeling that i could not understand. Of course I was missing him, but I never felt like this before. I always missed him but not like this. Finding it difficult to explain.Sometime it seems difficult to understand a emotion till we experience it ourselves. You cannot summarize a feeling in few words. Feeling could only be understood by experiencing itself.
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